Time makes you bolder even children get older and I'm getting older too. This is from my all time favorite song Landslide by Stevie Nicks. I've been reflecting on this verse for years. This past year I've become bolder. I took a stand in having my own opinion , I've realized I don't have to please everyone and I continue to try and fulfill my own expectations rather than depending on others.
My children got older , more mature and have taken steps to move forward with their own life. I overflow with joy and pride knowing they have made good choices for themselves but I miss the days when they were young. During this Christmas season I have memories of their past. I miss the times of their excitement of Santa and christmas tree decorations and school parties. I didn't know it would end until it ended. Time never stood still and it never will.
I'm getting older too. I've accepted things in life that are out of my control, I've become more quiet than ever but I still dance in the kitchen and play my music loud. As Christmas day approaches I will hold each memory close to my heart because time changes.
I'm looking forward to the new year...check
I believe in miracles...check
I rocked out to Bruce Springsteen "Santa claus is coming to town"...check
The clock is ticking...check
Love, Cici
